yeah, i'm so sad

My stress levels are OD right now, Seriously, I wanna go to place where I can scream loudly and no one complain.

I try so hard not to be sad sometimes because I know that I am blessed beyond my wildest dreams. I just want so much more for myself.

I'm kind of proud of myself, but at the same time, I'm also hurt, dissapointed and upset. Not to mention, I blame myself.

Update status like this à L

 And after a few moments later my friends are wondering what had happened to me. And they give encouragement to me. I want to thank everyone for the lovely messages. Love you all J

But I’m sorry I’m still sad L